Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Watashi no yume, my dream~!

This is jus a dream i had in the morning on 21st July 2008
everything is unrelated to anyone in this world
all of it is created from imagination forming the stories
it mayb a coincident if anyone finds it related to reality

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i'm in this world, alone. my parents do not care bout me since i was born
my friends bully me cause they think i'm weird..
i have no one, no where else to go to..
however, i have one exceptional talent. that is, i have the hands of a genius scientist cum mechanic, where i can build anything i wan from a scrap of metal.

one day, i planned to make a mechanical human for myself, to fulfil the hunger of loneliness in me.this android of mine, will be mine alone and no one else can have it.it will be my only love and will never love anyone, only follows and do wateva i wan to do, whatever i wished for.

i started to form plans, on how to build it, the way i wan it to look like. it took me about 1 month jus to think of its appearance, its personality, its attitude to me and everyone else, how the way it would act last but not least the gender (which i decided i wan it to be a male). it should have a brain like a normal human does too.

then i started it from scrap, collecting steels and scraps everyday possible from the dump, from the garbage and from everywhere.how i wan its outer layer to feel like a human skin, i would make it feel real..how much i wanted the inner part of its body to look like muscle, to feel like muscle, i would build it, make it and created the best feel out of it.

in a few months time, i've succeeded in building this android.it has a very decent look. long grayish white hair with middle parting until the shoulder. so i tie it to a pony tail.it wears specs, where it looks elegant enough if you compare it with a noble. it has sharp nose, blue crystal eyes and this android of MINE is 6 feet tall, he's quite fair for a man as well. neither skinny nor fat, it's jus at the right size and almost seem perfect at every angle you see him. his looks does look like a noble young man, with manners of course. if it was standing beside me, which i think it will be soon, you'll be able to see the big gap, between the ordinary me and the nobility you see in him. However this is my creation, my best and my proudest i could say. cause this high class android will only listen to me, which of course, i'm satisfied with this decision the most.

all i have to do is to input all it's learning abilities and its personalities. it has the best of the best manners from the noble, polite and high class. it has senses like a normal human being would have, the feeling of being touch, the pain, the noise that it could hear, the taste on its tougue, breath and smells as if he could.. and also the things it would be able to see.. and of course one of the most important roles for it is to protect me from any harm, and that it is very devoted to me.
and thus it ends my 19 years of loneliness in me, and my life with this android started.i name him Abel (you know Trinity Blood Abel) cause my android looks so much like him, jus that my android's hair isn't as long as the real Abel~

his first words are my name, not that i wanted his first word to be my name of course.. he said it himself, and i must have left my name somewhere in the software in him..now he has his own feeling, own personalty and own thought, he's basically almost a real human itself other than he's missing a heart, and blood vessels all over his body..the first thing he did is look at me in the eyes, his eyes are so blue that i've forgotten i was his creator jus by looking at him. he gave me this passionate look, the look that will never let me go.. the look that he wanted to be with me forever...how i long for that look, 19 years of loneliness have finally gone, with him near me, i sighed in relieved, and with a shock, he hugged me tight..

'it's ok, i'm here now...' he told me gently.

it was tight enough for me to breath, he hugged me as if he would never let me go..this feeling, yes, i've been wanting it ever since.. he knows me, he understands me even though i didn't input what i felt in him.. he understands.. oh how glad i am, how blessed i am, to be able to create someone like him, i secretly pray to God..
'thank you..' i whispered
'thank you..' he followed, while holding me close.

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